Hey guys, its me again.
Right now I feel really depressed and kinda betrayed. Why you ask? I doubt you would care to ask but then again if you are reading this then you probably do. Either way, here is my frustration on paper.
I feel betrayed by my so called friends. Sometimes I wish I wasnt so nice to people. Maybe me being a nice guy is why no one respects my decisions. I dunno.. I honestly thought I had made the right call.. but I was over turned by my fellow creators.. Maybe their decision is the right one and mine truly was the wrong one.. But in my heart I know I made the right choice. I think that they are just biased against him and basically are taking advantage of the fact that he slipped up. I dunno.. Maybe they made an informed decision after all and I’m just a pussy who wont admit I am wrong. Is it wrong to stand up for someone’s rights? Is it wrong to defend someone wen you feel that others in power are making the wrong decision? who is to say what decision is right or wrong? Does pleasing the majority make the decision wrong or living up to a principle make the decision wrong.
You all are probably just rolling your eyes and thinking that its okay balphy shit happens. stop being so full of yourself and get over it. Its just one member. Who cares. But the thing is I care. I think that demoting someone down to a gamer rather than rank suspend someone for disrespect is wrong. It was his first offence since he has joined! We all know what he is like. We all know he has some anger issues. But then to go and use it against him like that? Especially since he wasnt even on the mic?! Come on! If you hear something and you dont like what you hear of course you are going to express yourself. In my opinion the people in power are abusing their power but then again what do I know.. I’m just a loser with an opinion that means nothing.
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I agree with you 100% balphy..it was his first offense with this clan and it wasnt even him talking…how do I know..thats right I was there and didnt even get to share my side…I think the simple suspension would have been plenty fair..not to mention that the others creators showed favoritisnm when they brought up an old incident from ksi that invloved someone that rek is close to…I think you acted fairly and seeing as how you are the one actually playing closely with these memebers more than anyone else plus all the hours of hard work you put into the clan that they should want your opinion and value it..you are the one that knows what is going on…love you balphy and the clan isnt the same without you =(