This blog is just a rant about all the dumb shit happening in my life. if you dont care then good for you. You may stop reading now and go on with your life. If you do care, which would be a surprise to me but whatever peels your banana, do read on.
For the past couple of weeks a lot has been happening in my life that should be cause for stress but I am the type of person who just keeps things shut deep inside and never lets anything bother him. But even I have my limits and so I am using this blog as a venue to vent out my life’s frustration. It honestly makes no difference to me that anyone will or will not read it. Its just a rant.
So I have a girl now, an amazing angel who is really sweet when she wants to be and uber bitchy when she doesnt get her way. All in all I think she is cute and funny in her own unique ways. I am hoping that I can save up enough money for the two of us to move in and start a life together. I dunno if I am even cut out to be in a relationship due to my immaturity and lack of any life experience. But who knows this might actually work out.. but then again.. who am I kidding. This is my life we are talking about. Nothing ever goes right. all good things must come to a horrible and disastrous end.
Also a lot has been happening on xbl. A lot of drama has started up due to someone liking someone. You know how it is. There is always that one hot chick in the group that everyone likes and would like to get with her. When one actually does the rest of the “friends” become arch enemies and are ready to cut each other’s throats. I used to get on xbl to get away from life’s problems and people’s shinanigans. but it seems that wherever people are their bullshit and problems always follow.. I had to deal with such bullshit today and I feel kinda bad for cussing out a buddy of mine but In my opinion he deserved it. My thing is that you should leave your bullshit at home when you come on xbl. otherwise get a life and learn to deal with your problems.
I dunno.. lets see how life pans out.
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