Hello sirs and ma’ams and all you inbetweeners! 

Firstly a little update on my own personal life:

1. I relaunched my gaming community called Gamerz Dynasty in September. I have been working hard on the website and the gaming side for a couple months now and things are coming along fairly nicely. Still working on content for the site but till then lets see. what happens.

2. I met a girl. She is an amazing girl. The first person to actually see right through me to my core and love me for what she saw. Ill do an entire blog to her if anyone is interested later.

3. I got a job at Gamestop. Great place to work at! and Perks are effing awesome!

Now as for me Im going to start doing this every night. Its interesting what one can write about if they just go through their everyday life. Ill make this an online diary or a compilation of events of my life so that maybe one day I can look back at this and laugh and show my kids what their dad was upto when he was growing up.

Also there will always be a little gaming blurb as to what Im gaming and what I think of it.

Currently I picked up XCOM. let me just say that I rarely play RTS games. I have played a few in the past like command and Conquer or Halo wars and such but this plays like chess and I love chess. The story is very plain. Aliens invade earth. You are the commander tasked with killing them. that’s it. But its not about the story line. Its about playing the game. 

They say music can alter moods and talk to you
Well can it load a gun up for you , and cock it too
Well if it can, then the next time you assault a dude
Just tell the judge it was my fault and i’ll get sued
See what these kids do is hear about us totin’ pistols
And they want to get one cause they think the shit’s cool
Not knowin’ we really just protectin’ ourselves, we entertainers
Of course the shit’s affectin’ our sales, you ignoramus
But music is reflection of self, we just explain it, and then we get our
checks in the mail

– Eminem (Sing for a moment)

Recently the nation has been in uproar due to the shooting that took place at a school where a person massacred some children and then offed himself. What I have to say in this matter may appear fucked up to you and you might lose respect for me. Personally speaking these blogs are my thoughts and so if you are reading and dont like what I say stop being a little prick like online gamers and just exit out. You are not being forced to read any of this.

We live in a time where its just you against the world. No one really cares who falls and who gets up as long as there is something in it for them. Its all about self preservation. Family members will stab each other in the back to gain a few coins the other has. Or gain some fame so their names last forever in history and hence their families will have a legacy. We live in a world where being sexually explicit on the internet with no physical contact with a minor will get you a harsher sentence than a pedophile who uses and abuses children for their own pleasures. We are part of a society where we have become so self conscious that  we get offended by the slightest truths. The western society has become so poisonous that moral values and decency have been chucked out in the name of Freedom. What kind of freedom do you exercise that harms those around you. 

Lets just take the Freedom of speech for example. Do you know why it was given by our government so that if they stepped out of line in governing its people you had the right to say so and put it in its place. A government by the people for the people. But in today’s culture it s not just okay but applauded to use to spread lies and public humiliation of others. In the name of freedom of speech the media of today has corrupted the minds of our future and made them afraid of simple things as playing outside  and filled their minds with such hatred and utter stupidity that its almost a wonder that they can be accepted as part of society.

So I say to you oh shooter who massacred all those children thank you. Im sure the parents and family will grieve but Id be more heart broken when my own kids who I raise just leave me and forget about me in an old folks home because that is what today’s society says is the right thing to do. Those children are better off in heaven with God. I bet they look down on us and laugh at our pathetic lives.