Im sitting here on my computer with a lot on my mind and yet nothing at all. I dont know how to fel or comprehend things happening in my life and at the same time feeling hopeless that I dont have control over my own happiness. My future is clear and yet so foggy. In short im just a big ball of lost and confused. Good will hunting is playing on netflix in the background and the biggest point Im taking from it is that How do others know what is better for you vs what you want to do. Why doe it matter what I am doing with my life or how I utilize it. According to good will hunting watching such natural talent go to waste is almost degrading. Or maybe degrading is not the word. But what I see is that why doesnt anyone ever try to see things from the other persons perspective. Being unique is almost hell for geniuses.
The biggest question ive been trying to figure out for the past couple weeks is what is happiness. The sad part is no one can answer this for you. This is something you have to figure out for yourself. Happiness is different from person to person.
Sorry this post is just a bunch of ramblings.
Hope everyone has a good night.