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A crappy day…

Posted by Balphazar on June 9, 2010
Posted in: Dino's Life. Tagged: , , , , . 1 Comment

hello people!

Today is Tuesday and today was one of the crappiest days ever. Tuesdays are usually my day off and so I usually try to have fun. Not today though. Today was one problem after another to the point where now I’m so annoyed. Lets start with the beginning.

I went to sleep at around 2am and had an okay sleep. Overnight my allergies started acting up and by the time I woke up I had a fever and was sneezing blood and coughing all over the place. Yea, I know thats gross but whatever. I was thinking that my day cant get any worse and then I am proven wrong when I get a txt message from my ex. I really wish that girl would leave me alone. I left her because she didnt have time for me. I mean come one how busy in life do you have to be that you cant make time for your boyfriend. Why do I have to make an appointment to hang out with you? Anyways that got me a little worked up that now she misses me that I am out of her life and what not. I was frustrated by my headaches and sneezing that I went back to bed. I woke up at 2pm and I still felt crappy. I made a few calls to get the site up and running. I’m glad that issue is resolved.

I went back to sleep after that cuz I felt exhausted after a few calls. Wow.. I sound really lame right now. Anywhos, I woke up and my mom made me some chicken noodle soup after my 1 1/2 long bath.. I fell asleep in the shower under the oh so warm water. The soup helped a bit but even now I am so sick..

So I get online and yet again life will not leave me alone. One party inv after another just to answer questions about issues happening in Gamerz Dynasty. I solved one issue regarding a fellow GD member but it seems that I screwed up. Now I am being labeled as showing favortism by the same people who helped build this community and vowed to keep bullshit and power abuse out of it. I thought I was being fair.. but maybe I am showing favortism.. I would definetly like if someone can sit me down and just talk to me.. cuz honestly I need someone right now.. getting back with the ex actually looks like an option right now.. *sigh*

Well that was my crappy day..

Care to leave a comment? Plz do.

Till next time!

Peace!

Sometimes I wish I wasnt

Posted by Balphazar on June 8, 2010
Posted in: Uncategorized. Tagged: , , . 1 Comment

Hey guys, its me again.

Right now I feel really depressed and kinda betrayed. Why you ask? I doubt you would care to ask but then again if you are reading this then you probably do. Either way, here is my frustration on paper.

I feel betrayed by my so called friends. Sometimes I wish I wasnt so nice to people. Maybe me being a nice guy is why no one respects my decisions. I dunno.. I honestly thought I had made the right call.. but I was over turned by my fellow creators.. Maybe their decision is the right one and mine truly was the wrong one.. But in my heart I know I made the right choice. I think that they are just biased against him and basically are taking advantage of the fact that he slipped up. I dunno.. Maybe they made an informed decision after all and I’m just a pussy who wont admit I am wrong. Is it wrong to stand up for someone’s rights? Is it wrong to defend someone wen you feel that others in power are making the wrong decision? who is to say what decision is right or wrong? Does pleasing the majority make the decision wrong or living up to a principle make the decision wrong.
You all are probably just rolling your eyes and thinking that its okay balphy shit happens. stop being so full of yourself and get over it. Its just one member. Who cares. But the thing is I care. I think that demoting someone down to a gamer rather than rank suspend someone for disrespect is wrong. It was his first offence since he has joined! We all know what he is like. We all know he has some anger issues. But then to go and use it against him like that? Especially since he wasnt even on the mic?! Come on! If you hear something and you dont like what you hear of course you are going to express yourself. In my opinion the people in power are abusing their power but then again what do I know.. I’m just a loser with an opinion that means nothing.